Up to Me (Take 1, Remake 2) Lyrics

Everything went from bad to worse
Money never changed a thing
Death kept following, tracking us down
At least I heard your bluebird sing
Now somebody's got to show their hand
Time is an enemy
I know you're long gone
I guess it must be up to me

If I'd have thought about it, I never would have done it
I guess I would have let it slide
If I'd have paid attention to what others were thinking
The heart inside me would have died
I was just too stubborn to ever be governed
By enforced insanity
Someone had to reach for the rising star
I guess it was up to me